My arrival here at Karunapuram means heavy baggage! Literally speaking I travel light and am indeed happy to do so: whether that is for a two-day seminar or a change of house! However, the baggage I claim to be heavy is not of mine but of the students. I very well am aware that my notoriety precedes me. For good or for bad, my students 'warn' the others about me. At times it is a great source of amusement; at other times, it is a heavy responsibility. However, I don't think I'll be anything or anyone else than who and what I am.
I very well know that I'm a task master. I demand much of my students and they detest me for that. But I've also seen, over the years, most of them get back to me, later (of course) with a deep sense of gratitude and appreciation for being so. They proudly and joyfully accept being my students and most importantly having been inspired by me. Besides being a source of encouragement, it is a constant challenge for me to be true to my God and my conscience. I also need to constantly keep in mind the larger picture of life and reality than merely 'formation'.
As I begin my new academic year in a new community, I entrust myself and all my community members to Mother Mary... she knows best. I only pray that I say and do what is the best for all of us.
I very well know that I'm a task master. I demand much of my students and they detest me for that. But I've also seen, over the years, most of them get back to me, later (of course) with a deep sense of gratitude and appreciation for being so. They proudly and joyfully accept being my students and most importantly having been inspired by me. Besides being a source of encouragement, it is a constant challenge for me to be true to my God and my conscience. I also need to constantly keep in mind the larger picture of life and reality than merely 'formation'.
As I begin my new academic year in a new community, I entrust myself and all my community members to Mother Mary... she knows best. I only pray that I say and do what is the best for all of us.
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